I’m sorry. I really have come full circle in regards to my failings… to you… to me… as a person. It is the only topic my mind wrestles with when I sleep at night, or dream, as it were. These exhausting subjects, this activity, can hardly be described as sleep. I’m getting better at not being fooled by the gap in the space time continuum the dreams create. I’ve woken too many times to… disappointment isn’t the right term, but it’ll work for now.